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Basically I’ve had all 3 before, anorexia bulimia and binge eating. And all are hell but bulimia and binge eaters get misunderstood cause they look normal or even obese but I tell you the mental hell we go through is the same or even worse cause some ppl even make insensitive remarks.
Sigh why am I so affected. I just gotta focus on what I need to do. And that is to recover and be happy and healthy and to be free from any sort of disorder. Go me!
I guess it’s cause bulimics act like they eat and all and they don’t exactly lose weight.
But you don’t know what they do in the toilet after that… The mental torture is the same. It’s just different actions and different body shape cause obviously binging makes one fat -.-
Argh okay stop this nonsense Sophia, you know you just want to be happy and healthy and recover and get your life back.
Just don’t like the general view of ppl with eating disorders are only skinny. Anybody, no matter how fat or skinny can be suffering from one. So please think before you speak.
Sometimes I feel like people only care about anorexics but not bulimics, cause anorexics look pale and all but bulimics like are just FAT AND UGLY cause we binge and purge.
Having gone through both, honestly, I rather be an anorexic. Though both are equally as mentally hellish, at least I get to be skinny and get more care and concern. Being bulimic and binging and purging and being fat is equally mentally torturing. If only I could choose which eating disorder right.
If I have to go through the same hell, then I might as well be anorexic so I can be skinny instead of being ugly and fat.
I wonder how the word ‘deserving’ came about. Does anyone really deserve or not deserve anything on tho earth?
Maybe no one is deserving of anything at all because we are all sinners but God, being gracious and forgiving gave us His one and only son.
So who is to say if anyone is deserving or undeserving of something?
I don’t know if I’m right but my view is that no one on this earth is deserving. We are all undeserving creatures.
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I need out of this body
OUT
OUT
OUT.
I know right.
That’s why I say only people who struggle with an eating disorder will know how I feel.
Sometimes I try to feel okay, and sometimes it works, and I feel oh so comfortable. But this shitty feeling just never fails to come back.
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I just want to escape and scream and escape escape escape escape :(
sorry God I haven’t been trusting you as much as I should be.
I’m losing faith…
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